| As I wrote in a previous thread, it hit me the other day, just how much him moving out is costing me and my kids financially. How much I have to cut back on, how vacations are going to be possible....all because he is renting his own place! Seriously messed up because our relationship is great now, and honestly if I wanted to agree to "date" him and co parent with him, he would be fine with it. He has suggested sleepovers at each others places, weekly, dinner and family nights with the kids.....(and I have to admit, I have complied with some of these) But Then it all comes down to, no commitment, and retreating to our own homes for personal space. I haven't totally hated not having him living at home. At times it is very peaceful with him not there..... but there are so many things that have been coming up that I am not used to dealing with on my own. 2 or our 3 kids are struggling in school. direct tv just got turned off....(past due) money issues are mounting...... I know my thoughts are all over the place.....just got so much on my mind. Part of me wants to say to him "This is so unfair, the position you have put me and our family in, just so you could be on your own" "All those years we worked so hard to make the money we do now and be able to do the things we want with the kids, is not possible anymore" And I am angry, and hurt..... | |||
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