| Im gutted and I dont know why, I was head over heels with my ex I loved him beyond belief and worshipped the ground he walked on I tried everything in my power to make him happya nd as a result sacrificed my own happiness for him. He cheated on me when he went to uni and had cheated on me at home and left me for a girl who was in hhis halls at uni. I was clearly devestated coped with it as it was just sex and it soon fizzled out, its been a year since we broke up and within that year he has strung me along pretending he loves/loved me still asking to meet up and just sort of messing me about. Ive just found out hes got annew girlfriend and its really hurt and I dont know why, i know its because i wanted him back but to see photos of them happy and him taking her out on day trips and her being the focus of his life really hurts as I wonder whats she got that I havent got, why did he cheat on me and use me yet hes feeling the way about her that I fe lt about him. Im just looking for some advice really and to hear if anybody else felt like this |
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