| There is this guy I like who is extremely shy (so shy that he won't even look at you when your talking sonetimes) anyway I think likes me to, he has a really hard life his dad has forced him to work since the age of 12 and he is now 21, his dad also abuses him verbally and calls him an idiot which he is not! He is also forced to look after his 5 younger siblings but the thing is he doesn't think their is anything wrong with this picture!!! He thinks that he deserves to be treated badly!!!!! Because of this he has never really learn't how to socialise properly, he has also suffered bullying his whole life and when he is nerveous he says some really inapropriate things, he told me that next time I visit him I have to bring a heap of girls with me so he can have an orgy which I know he was joking about because when we were texting once he told me to find him a date and that he liked girls with hairy legs giant muscles and who were over 7ft tall and t hen the 2nd time we talked he said he wanted 2 girls and then we were making jokes about finding each other dates, and on the same day he said these things he also kept calling me names and I told him to stop because it was getting annoying and he said he would and he still did it a bit but not as much and I also sort of laughed when I told him not to so he may have thought I was joking bu the next time we saw each oth he kept doing it heaps so this time I got serious and said that if he kept doing it we could no longer be friends anymore and he still made jokes a bit but I kept telling him and he explained that he wasn't trying to hurt me and that he regretted it and he also said he was a jerk and that I should forget about him and find myself a real man, on the day he talked about having orgies I kept saying that I wanted to kiss him but he didn't wan't to kiss me because he was afraid he would be a bad kisser (he had never kissed anyone) and my cousins also kept walking i n on us, but when he is not nerveous he is a completely different person and compliments me heaps and tells me that I'm attractive and that I have a nice smile and stuff also two days after all that stuff happened he called saying he wanted to come to my nans house for dinner and when he came he kept talking about how he wanted to kiss me the other day and so I said do you wanna kiss now and he said yeh so we kissed! and he whispered in my ear that he wanted to kiss me all night :) but he also want's to do more then kiss and cuddle, but respects the fact that I don't want sex just yet so I just wanna know all the different kissing techniques and other things we could do that don't involve touching each others parts or removing clothes, but how do I make sure that he definately won't get the wrong idea? Plus we have only hung out 6 times cuz he lives 12 hrs away, how can I help this guy realise that his fatjer is an idiot without actually saying that? How can I help him be hi s amazing confident self all the time? If he says anything about having an orgy again should I tell him not to talk about that? How? I am the first girl he has ever had anything to do with besides his sisters and I really care about him! |
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