I've been married a little over 1 year. We met online and very quickly got married. He moved here 14 hours away from home. He is a paraplegic due from combat. I know that, what I did not know until our wedding night was that he could not perform. He claims he never had this problem but for months we tried even with medication assistance nothing happened. For over half of our year in marriage we have had no form of intimacy. He seems to have been sick almost since his beginning here. Infections in wounds, now a dislocated leg that will require surgery. I feel completely like crap and selfish for saying and feeling the way I do but I am completely miserable. I feel like I took on someone else that is draining me, I have 3 children already that I tend to. It's too the point I don't even want to come home. We basically are at a point where we don't talk or touch. All he does is sit in the bedroom all day and night watching TV. Even when he is watching the kid s be stays in the room.I want and need a intimate connection with my husband. I feel more alone now then I did when I was alone. I never wanted to be divorced but I don't want to spend the rest of my life like this.
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