I'm not sure this is the right place to post... but anyhow
I feel so ridiculous saying this, and I could be wrong, but I feel like I'm falling in love with someone I've known for three months and been 'dating' for two. He's 10 years older than me and I suppose this would be my first relationship (I was 'with' someone last year but we were not really together, he was my first and I think I was more attached for that reason - I felt nothing for him the way I feel for this man now).
I feel so lost as I'm not sure this man want's a relationship, he doesn't seem to want to make anything official (I understand, he may just want to take things slow) but it's weird, I'm not sure he makes me happy really, as I've found myself spending the last month thinking about him non stop, feeling so insecure and I feel like I'm going to get heart broken.
He knows how I feel about him, and he knows I want a relationship, and someone I know how knows him said they very much doubted he'd treat me badly, they praised him highly which reassured me, but the way he is, makes me wonder if he just wants fun and dating. I don't mind that, but he knows how I feel, that I want more, and he knows I'm young.
Part of me thinks I should just get out of it now, as I'll only get hurt but then part of me feels I should just relax and let things happen in their own time and stop worrying.
I just feel, from the way he talks to me, he's trying to warn me off him, I don't know how to explain it, he's going on Holiday for three weeks with a mate in April, and he was saying how American girls love British guys and all this and I kind of felt so insecure as though he was warning me. I don't know.
I am a worrier so I could be overthinking it, but equally I don't know what to do.
Sorry to ramble :(
I feel so ridiculous saying this, and I could be wrong, but I feel like I'm falling in love with someone I've known for three months and been 'dating' for two. He's 10 years older than me and I suppose this would be my first relationship (I was 'with' someone last year but we were not really together, he was my first and I think I was more attached for that reason - I felt nothing for him the way I feel for this man now).
I feel so lost as I'm not sure this man want's a relationship, he doesn't seem to want to make anything official (I understand, he may just want to take things slow) but it's weird, I'm not sure he makes me happy really, as I've found myself spending the last month thinking about him non stop, feeling so insecure and I feel like I'm going to get heart broken.
He knows how I feel about him, and he knows I want a relationship, and someone I know how knows him said they very much doubted he'd treat me badly, they praised him highly which reassured me, but the way he is, makes me wonder if he just wants fun and dating. I don't mind that, but he knows how I feel, that I want more, and he knows I'm young.
Part of me thinks I should just get out of it now, as I'll only get hurt but then part of me feels I should just relax and let things happen in their own time and stop worrying.
I just feel, from the way he talks to me, he's trying to warn me off him, I don't know how to explain it, he's going on Holiday for three weeks with a mate in April, and he was saying how American girls love British guys and all this and I kind of felt so insecure as though he was warning me. I don't know.
I am a worrier so I could be overthinking it, but equally I don't know what to do.
Sorry to ramble :(
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