Am i a bad boyfriend?

I can't really remember anything else i do wrong at the moment... but I'm sure there's a lot more things. I feel as if I'm the worst boyfriend ever... i do like 99% of everything out of care. Way too much care. But i wind up hurting her instead. Over 8 months my love and care for this girl grew. It grew way to fast and way too much that i make all these unnecessary precautions to ensure that I'll never lose her. But in a way that's a good thing... I'm proud that i care this much about her and i love her this much. I'm proud of my undying love but I'm not proud of my actions... I'm not proud of what I've done to show her i love and care about her. I'm not a bad guy at heart. I make mistakes and sometimes i seem like an asshole but i do everything out of care and worry... I've been there every step of the way with her, I've stuck around when i could've left and found someone else who lives closer, I've remained faithful, I've always continued trying when she gave up, I've told her a million times how gorgeous she was when she said otherwise, I've acknowledged what I've done wrong and I've always tried making up for it, when she was upset i would ask why and i would try and cheer her up... i just try to make her life happier and i have strong feelings for this girl so i wanna be with her. Yesterday we argued about me sleeping all day. Somehow it escalated and it ended with her almost attempting suicide... i talked her out of it and that's when she gave up on me... she even doubted her love for me. She said it was probably just puppy-love the entire time... nothing could of hurt me more than that... Am i a bad boyfriend for doing these things? They were wrong but most of them were out of care. What can i do to show her that i really mean it when i say i love and care about her? What can i do to make up for what I've done? If she's fallen out of love for me... what can i do to earn her love back?

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