How to move on without her

To cut a long story short, I met a girl last November and we fell in love instantly. We were both eachother's first kiss, first love etc. and things were amazing. We are both from Asian backgrounds with a history of enmity between them. I am from a Muslim family that allows no dating and she's from a Sikh family that is more liberal but hates Muslims. I had to lie for the past 9 months to get to see her and spend time with her which led my family to believe I was doing drugs or something horrible. I couldn't tell them the truth so kept to this lifestyle of lying and going out and seeing her. We were together happily for five months and all we would do daily was talk (sometimes 12 hours a day). She became the sole activity of my life and I began to slack off at school and pay less attention. I want to study medicine so I cannot cope with this. After around 5 months, the spark was gone but we stuck together as we were comfortable with each other. She is rich and goes to a private school without many friends; I was her best and only friend. We lied to her parents that I was Sikh. I only just about managed to get 4 As at AS but now the lies to our family and time draining have gotten too much and I ha to re evaluate our relationship. I still like her and would want to be with her but the circumstances don't allow that comfortably so I told her we should break up however, although I don't love her, I still care about her deeply. She appears very much in love and unwilling to move on. How do I break it off. We were on and off many times with each time, me returning to her due to her crying etc. What is the best way to break up and move on? Posted from TSR Mobile

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