I just need somewhere to rant and get advice I think.
I've always been really close to my grandparents, they practically raised me after my dad left. my mum looks after my sister, brother, and I, but my grandfather was my only father figure and we were really close.
Today, he told me I may as well be dead in his eyes, as he found out I'm gay. None of my other family members know but I have a feeling they'll react the same.
I am a 17 y/o college student trying to pay my way forward, and start my life, and if my mum finds out and I'm thrown out on the streets I don't know what I'll do. I've had a history of abuse, and I'm so terrified of what could happen.
Any advice is welcome. I love my grandad and I can't stand this, he won't even look at me. I'm so tempted to just pretend I'm straight, surely it's better than being hated by everyone jfc
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