| This is a pretty long story, so bear with me please, I hope it doesn't sound like a typical teenage drama. I met this guy, when I was in first year, he was an older year. I didn't talk to him for a few months, but then suddenly, out of the blue, he asked me out. And for a good year or so, we were happy together, the slight problem here and there. I always thought I wasn't as important to him, he thought I was needy etc. We were serious, we had met the families etc. I thought I was gonna marry this guy. Then things got tough, and he couldn't help me, and in the end, I had to end it. I got worse, I spiralled into illness, asked for his help, and still, nothing. So i left it. Months went by, no speaking, anything, and our paths crossed at work, I had to work with him, and I realised I still thought of him every day, and I told him, he didn't return it, and we stopped talking again. More months went by, then, he contacts me. Said he was still in love with me. But had decided we could not be together. We stopped talking again. Another chance meeting a few months later - he said he felt nothing for me, ended with us again, stopping talking - see the pattern? I was fine, happy with life. But suddenly, he has been in my thoughts constantly, and this is going to sound so stupid, but I feel like things are being pointed out to me which relate directly to him. And I'm scared, because I know our paths are going to cross again in the coming year, and I know deep down how I feel. Yet he has made it clear, he wants nothing to do with me, having told me he can't be normal with me. I can't seem to get it out my mind recently. Sorry, I'm not even sure what I'm asking. I don't know what to think. | |||
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