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Self esteem schizophrenia

I don't know if this is common or if I'm sort of going out of my mind...

Sometimes I'll feel confident, I'll feel like I'm an attractive guy and will strut around without a care. I'll check out photos or videos of myself and think I look decent, and it'll make me feel good about myself.

Other times I'll look in the mirror and notice awkward positioning of spots on my face, I have a few flat moles, I think that people examine my face and think I'm hideous because of blemishes like these. I have hair just over my ears as I have frakishly big ears, and I feel like if I ever go bald it's either wig time or I'm screwed, this really messes with my mind.

To be fair, I think it's a miracle how I manage to be "classed" as a relatively good looking guy, and not a freakishly bad looking one. I have the moles, a small bump in my nose from breaking it a few years ago, massive ears, covered by hair but still.

Tomorrow I might wake up, shower, get dressed and think I look great again. I'll go to the gym and walk around like I own the place.

I either have some serious psychological issues or I'm just vein as ****. Or both.




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