Hi I'll try and keep it as short as possible.
I'm a male. 19 years old and feel completely useless, emotionally and mentally. I'll explain...
I'm supposedly in the prime time of my life as the general saying goes but I'm on the complete opposite end. I don't feel like a 19 with friends and enjoying life I simply exist. You see I've never been popular or with the in the know groups at school. Never got invited out by people at school barley hung around with friends and if we did we'd just sit in the park. Never had a girlfriend and still have people rip me to pieces to this day because of it and I feel embarrassed. I mean who'd want a 19 year old male Virgin who hasn't got a mere clue on how to function in a relationship.
Now I'm a nice lad as many have said at work at volunteering and at uni however no one seems to want to hang around with me its me who does all the asking! I do struggle with small talk when meeting new people but with people I know I'm fine with. I just can't understand why after leaving uni people just seem to cut me out. Am I just a temporary person for anyone because It gets to a point when I feel like simply giving up and not bothering with anything anymore. I quit uni because I couldn't deal with the stress and unhappiness it caused and now I'm home I have nothing to do aside from working a few hours a week.
Anyone with some sensible advice or own opinions because it does come to a point when I just want to say f%@k it and just simply exist and I don't want to live like that. If anyone wants to pm me that's fine too :)
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