I am so lost and confused I dont know who I am or what I am doing anymore. I found out my boyfriend of 8 years had a one night stand with a transvestite, he told me he was curious and it got the best of him, I found out the past year he has had several of them he had cyber sex with. he took lots of pictures of his privates and was engaging in different chat rooms with transvestites. I want this work I really do, I know he isnt the only one to blame were we are at in relationship, I partly forgiven him for this but I am still lost and confused and dont know how to feel or what to think. and when I get upset and cry, he holds me and then we have sex and I cant help but think I am not what he wants why he is here with me. I know none of this makes sense but I cant think straight anymore, I have lost over 30 pounds in 3 weeks, I lay awake a night thinking of him kissing her/he, touching her/he having sex.please any advice will help me.
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