I left my boyfriend of two years, around November because I was really stressing about my A2 because I was resetting the year after dramatically failing. I really needed to concentrate hard and basically shut myself off which I did. I tired to explain to him that I needed space and he just wouldn't leave me alone which made me more stressed. So it got me really angry and I defriended him on almost everything (Yeah I know immature) and ignored him.
So exams are over and I know its selfish but I miss him and I have no friends because of me shutting everyone off. And to make it worse he just followed me again on twitter which was unexpected, with a new girlfriend and posting things such as "the best girlfriend ever" etc. I just feel so rubbish right now like he's doing it out of spite which I don't blame him, but still I though he'd understand how much doing well in my A-levels meant to me.
Sorry for how waffly this is, I just have no one to talk to and yeah :(
Put the internet to work for you.
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