I need some help breaking the habit of spying on my ex.
My divorce was final on May 7th after 2+ years of separation. I kicked my ex out after the second affair and his negative MLC.
I admit - I waited for a long time for him to get his life in order and apologize to me and my daughter for hurting us so badly. That never came. I was seeing his twitter and yelp and facebook posting and it made me furious. I filed for divorce and started to put my life in order without him. The divorce was hard - ending a 17 yr marriage.
My ex and his affair tramp broke up and ex started seeing a new person (sugar mama who likes the fine things in life - 50 yr old woman with no kids) about 8 months ago. they BOTH frequently post on Yelp and facebook with the places they visit. I have become very angry with these posts since he hardly ever pays his child support and is ALWAYS telling me he is broke.
Meanwhile, I have paid for everything, lawyer, mortgages, utilities, child's every need, etc.
I just saw his posts that he is in Key West at a five star resort with his new sugar mama and I am pissed, hurt, angry and looking at my checking account with $240 till payday.
I certainly did not deserve to be cheated on. I certainly did not expect my self esteem to hit an all time low while this cheater who completely abandoned his family drinks ****tails from his ocean front suite.
I know I will get eventually get over the spying and anger but it hurts to know this man has no remorse for what he has done to the people that he "claimed" to love so much.
I guess I will wait for the ball to drop with his new sugar mama.
My divorce was final on May 7th after 2+ years of separation. I kicked my ex out after the second affair and his negative MLC.
I admit - I waited for a long time for him to get his life in order and apologize to me and my daughter for hurting us so badly. That never came. I was seeing his twitter and yelp and facebook posting and it made me furious. I filed for divorce and started to put my life in order without him. The divorce was hard - ending a 17 yr marriage.
My ex and his affair tramp broke up and ex started seeing a new person (sugar mama who likes the fine things in life - 50 yr old woman with no kids) about 8 months ago. they BOTH frequently post on Yelp and facebook with the places they visit. I have become very angry with these posts since he hardly ever pays his child support and is ALWAYS telling me he is broke.
Meanwhile, I have paid for everything, lawyer, mortgages, utilities, child's every need, etc.
I just saw his posts that he is in Key West at a five star resort with his new sugar mama and I am pissed, hurt, angry and looking at my checking account with $240 till payday.
I certainly did not deserve to be cheated on. I certainly did not expect my self esteem to hit an all time low while this cheater who completely abandoned his family drinks ****tails from his ocean front suite.
I know I will get eventually get over the spying and anger but it hurts to know this man has no remorse for what he has done to the people that he "claimed" to love so much.
I guess I will wait for the ball to drop with his new sugar mama.
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