Not sure what to think of my husband's fantasies

I'm going to try to make this as short as possible. My husband and I have had a rough marriage, or at least he has. He has made this clear to me. We've been married almost 8 years and he has told me that for the majority of our marriage he has felt alone. I openly admit I didn't give him much attention and love for many years, but yet he's stuck around. I have just recently realized just how badly I've hurt him by not being affectionate and having sex and enjoying it. I was in a strange place for a long long time, I didn't want to be touched or have sex, and that hurt him, which I completely understand. Now that I've finally realized what I'd done, and things of that nature have gotten better, he wants to do things I'm not so sure about. He's mentioned wanting to "show me off" to other guys, which in a harmless way is fine, just flirting without any expectations and not letting them touch me. He has already told me he doesn't want me to be touched by anyo ne else, but he has asked me if I'd let me tease another guy to the point of him getting off in front of me, while he watches. I told him I'd feel more comfortable with maybe just sharing photos of myself, without my face being shown, and he says "that's a start". What do I do? He loves me, he's made that clear and I love him more than anything. I can't imagine life without my husband, but some of these fantasies he has are a bit much. I'm just looking for advice, thanks

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