Yes it's long but this is over 3 years worth of social nothingness compressed in to one post. You can just look at the numbered parts on their own if you want.
>male
>zero social life all through uni
>in fourth and final year
>lived at home for uni
>never asked out a girl / been asked out / done anything except for prostitutes
>never been to a pub or club
Is it too late to be a regular human or what? How unusual am I?
1.
>go to uni library to study
>surrounded by ****loads of hot girls that I'll never even talk to
How the **** am I supposed to cope with this?
What the **** do? If I have no contact with girls when I'm surrounded by them now, what chance do I have when I leave university?
2.
Frankly, due to the fact that I regularly browse less reputable parts of the internet than TSR (cough/r9k/cough), my cynicism of everyone else is through the roof. I don't think my mind would allow me to believe that someone else could like me.
Honestly, if any of you browse /r9k/: How the hell do you regain trust in anyone after being exposed to that part of the internet?
To summarise for sane people: I think that all women live lives on easy-mode. I think that since I'm not a 6'5" popular rugby playing guy, I have no chance of getting girls at all, unless it's a massively overweight one (and they still have loads of men to choose from - see dating sites). I think the only attention I'll ever get from women is if they attempt to marry and divorce me for money when I'm older and they're older and much less attractive.
End:
Here are my pluses btw:
>near perfect grades through school and uni (i.e. I'm like the average TSR user)
>my hygiene (and all that) is fine
>I go to the gym and I think I probably look quite strong (I'm 6'), although I think my face looks nerdy
>I'm not autistic, I think I may be avoidant but I don't know
Put the internet to work for you.
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