If you look at my past couple of threads, you'll read how I discovered my wife watches porn on occasion when I'm not home. For years I've been sexually starved. She comes across has having a low to no sex drive and I have heard enough crazy excuses in the 7 years we've been married to last a lifetime.
So, my thought process is she is not attracted to me for some reason, or is really uncomfortable with her body image to enjoy sex with another person. But she has a sex drive and rather watch hard core porn than have sex with me. I also have reason to believe she masturbates when alone. I'm sure she does when watching porn.
So while I am suffering from lack of affection and desire toward me, she is doing all this behind my back. Despite my talks with her, she does not try to make things better. So to me, it's not just about the porn but her knowing I am not happy and her being quite content to leave me feeling this way. I feel I've lost good years of my life especially as I've felt I've been in my sexual prime and all she does is give me the bare minimum and throw me a bone 1-2 times a year to give me hope she is coming around.
What do you guys think? How am I supposed to trust her again and feel she is sincere. She has also lied to me about other stuff which adds fuel to the fire. Anyone have similar experiences? BTW, we don't have kids.
So, my thought process is she is not attracted to me for some reason, or is really uncomfortable with her body image to enjoy sex with another person. But she has a sex drive and rather watch hard core porn than have sex with me. I also have reason to believe she masturbates when alone. I'm sure she does when watching porn.
So while I am suffering from lack of affection and desire toward me, she is doing all this behind my back. Despite my talks with her, she does not try to make things better. So to me, it's not just about the porn but her knowing I am not happy and her being quite content to leave me feeling this way. I feel I've lost good years of my life especially as I've felt I've been in my sexual prime and all she does is give me the bare minimum and throw me a bone 1-2 times a year to give me hope she is coming around.
What do you guys think? How am I supposed to trust her again and feel she is sincere. She has also lied to me about other stuff which adds fuel to the fire. Anyone have similar experiences? BTW, we don't have kids.
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