- it's 2 am now, exam today.
-was doing revision, but this girl poked me and said hi, so i chatted to this gal (we do not know each other) for about 10 minutes, just casual, friendly talk
-after becoming aware of that we lived close, she then explicitly said 'come and visit me, I want you'!
-my mate said that it's not a joke, good for me
-I showered for 5 min, brushed my teeth, styled my hair, put on my white shirt, nice jacket and shoes, as well as taking two condoms with me.
-i texted her, she said 'give me five i'll be down x'
-then i waited for an hour outside in the cold
-i texted during that twice: 'Everything alright?'
-she saw the messages, but no response
-neibour from other house told me her window was right above my head
- i reached the window and knocked on it three times, so she could hear it
- i looked good! but i was naive?
- after an hour outside I walked back to my place, sad, not gonna hide, felt really stupid
-another half an hour later, she messaged saying 'hey babes soz poped out x'
-for what ever that means
-i posted in public ' how could you be worthy? nomatter how you feel, keep calm and carry on', and did not reply to her
I am experienced neither in ONS nor in being stood up. So it's kinda the first time I felt bad like this.
What should I do? What is the best way to react?
I thank you for your help.
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