For the last month I've been chatting to someone I met online on a dating website (far too long, I know!)
Things were going so well, we get on great, we chat all of the time, have sent hundreds of texts, have lots in common etc and I just generally really like her and was soo looking forward to meeting.
She was away for a week, but we planned to meet when she got back. As the time passed and it got more real, and closer to the day we'd meet, she started to go cold. I knew that she had recently ended a long relationship (she was cheated on) but I figured signing up for online dating meant she felt she was ready to move on.
Over the last couple of days she has said that she has realised she isn't ready to meet someone new, and I can only assume she is calling the whole thing off.
I feel completely misled to be honest. I'm hurt that she has dropped me like a hot brick. I'm angry that she led me to believe it was my fault, until finally admitting she just isn't ready. I'm annoyed that she approached me in the first place. I'm disappointed because I think we could have been great. I'm sad because it seems like such a waste. And I'm confused because I cannot tell if it's because she just doesn't like me and is fobbing me off, or if she genuinely is just freaking out... which is worse?!
I don't know why I'm posting, I just needed the rant and perhaps some "there, there" and a pat on the head?!
Put the internet to work for you.
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