I moved out today, after 18 years together. And it hurts. We had a fairly good marriage. Lots of laughing, lots of togetherness. And then the last few years of turbulence. Bad job market, trying to deal with abusive bosses when I did have a job, inner demons from an emotionally abusive childhood on my part. Divorced family and possible issues from childhood on his part.
All I can think about right now are the happy times we had and how we won't have those together anymore. The worst is that we are both sad but he doesn't want to consider counseling that I signed up for.
Right now I don't know how to even get through the night. Anyone with ideas on how to manage this night and the next few? And how can I convince him that we deserve one more chance.
Thanks in advance!
All I can think about right now are the happy times we had and how we won't have those together anymore. The worst is that we are both sad but he doesn't want to consider counseling that I signed up for.
Right now I don't know how to even get through the night. Anyone with ideas on how to manage this night and the next few? And how can I convince him that we deserve one more chance.
Thanks in advance!
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