Feel pressured into keeping baby (6 weeks pg)

I'm about 6 weeks pregnant and i'm feeling very distressed and devastated. I told my boyfriend on the day i discovered i was pregnant and he's very excited, he really wants me to keep this baby. I am just about to start university and i know i can't deal with a baby alongside a rigorous course if i am to do well. We've spoken about abortion and he's solely against it. He wants to be a dad, but i don't think he knows that he's not ready. He's 19 and i'm 21, this is not how i wanted to bring children into this world; unmarried and in an unstable relationship, plus i think i'm far too young. He said he's not going to physically stop me from getting an abortion but if i do then that would be the end of us, for good. I don't want that to happen. I was hoping we could both get counselling if i do decide to abort. He's promised me that everything will be ok once the baby arrives. He'll buy everything the baby needs, he'll be there 24/7 and he won't think about leaving me. I don't believe him for one second. Our relationship has been quite rocky and i don't know if i want him to be the father of my child. He doesn't even have a job. He intends on using his inheritance money to pay for everything, which won't last long. I really don't know what to do. I feel so stressed out. I'm not eating properly and i've been crying a lot. Please no bible/quran verses, calling me a murderer. I'm an atheist.

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