| No guy ever showed any interest in me apart from my current boyfriend. I was rejected by every guy I ever showed any interest in. I have never been asked out by anyone, not even my current boyfriend. I was the one who did the chasing. And the reason I'm breaking up with him is that he says he's not sure about how he feels about me. I am completely in love with him (been together 2 years), and I cannot cope with him "not knowing" any more. I've always had a low self-esteem. I feel very unlikable. I feel that nobody will ever love me. I know this is not a reason to stay with him, but I keep putting off breaking up with him because of this. I don't have a lot of friends, but the ones I do have are in long-term relationships, and one of them is also getting engaged soon. All they ever do is talk about how happy they are with their boyfriends. I hate the way they look at me with pity and say "don't worry, you'll find someone soon". Please don't ask me to ditch my friends, because they are amazing in so many ways and have helped me get through so much. Besides, I find it very difficult to make friends, so I can't afford to lose any! I'm afraid of being lonely, being the only single one out of my friends and never finding anyone again. Is it normal to feel this way? | |||
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