I think everyone's happy but me

My therapist has talked to me about it. My sister has too. My friend too. I'm serious, i think I'm crazy..there has to be something missing from my brain... I think everyone is happy except me. I'm married, have a grown up kid, husband travels a lot, we saw a counselor 2 yrs ago to get back on track. He's trying but I look at my life and think I'm the only unhappy married woman and others are having the time of their lives... I really know it's not true. I know others go thru relationship issues. I seriously thought seeing someone and get pyscho pills or something to get my in the right place again.... Example: my music insturctor got married. He's 31, I've never met his wife or anyone related to this couple..but when I saw the ring on his finger...i had visions of romantic nights...wife being showered with tulips and long walks on the beach and what not. I don't think anyone can give me any advice that I haven't heard before; be happy with youself..happiness comes from within...who cares if others are happy...dont be jealous...etc Anyone else feels that way??

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