| My background. Wife of 5.5 years/ 12 years together, left me May '12. Another WAW. No kids. I got us into marriage counseling until Sept when she quit. I tried everything I could think of to save this because I love her with all of my heart. She announced she wanted D in Nov. I finally got the balls and went dark a month ago. Today out of the blue she sent me an email saying Hey, I tried these recipes the other night and they were fantastic. Here are the links where I found them on the internet. I think you would like them a lot. I did not respond. This was a nothing email. She is never the one to initiate contact. So Why now? I told myself I was not going to think about it and try and figure out her motives, but it has been bothering me all day. Was this just a tester email to see if I would still respond? Is she really that naive and just thinks she is being nice? By the way she has a masters degree so she is not stupid. All through this she really hasn't played any games at all but why send a stupid email like that then. Since the day she left I do not feel that she even one time tried to save the marriage. Not even once. She just showed up to counseling and our "dates" that was it nothing more. And then on the other hand in the back of my mind I start to wonder for the thousandth time "Maybe she finally realizes the dumb mistakes she has been making". I know she doesn't, but man just a simple stupid email can mess with your head. ARG. I am frustrated with my life. | |||
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