Pages

Search blog and web

32 newly divorced

Well, I finally got out of my 2 1/2 year marriage a few months ago. It was over about 3 months into the marriage. I mourned my marriage long ago and now it is finally over. Divorce is final! :smthumbup:

I kept positive through the whole thing. I am now 32 and living in my parent's basement to get things back on track. Paying off debts. I quit my job due to many reasons. One was that I couldn't afford a place to live in the town we were in. Plus, it was getting really stressful and we were in a small town with rumors and so much gossip. So, I am much happier right now in that respect.

Although I've maintained a positive attitude through all of this, I'm starting to fall. I'm 32. Not married. No children. I'm glad I didn't have children with my ex, but I can definitely hear my clock ticking. I'm so tired of everyone always saying, "You would make a great mom....why don't you have kids?" I want to be a mom more than anything. Always have. But I chose to make it through college and start a career without the added stress of children. It's just now that I'm starting to feel the pressure.

I guess I just want to share my story and talk to others who may understand. I live in a very small town, very rural area and not much of a dating scene. It's hard. I've dated online, but that seems to lead to long-distance dating and that's so hard. I'm really struggling to be positive lately. Really starting to feel bad about my situation.

Any advice or uplifting stories are appreciated.




ifttt
Put the internet to work for you. via Personal Recipe 2629979

No comments:

Post a Comment