I had seen her post on here and I don't feel good at all after reading it.
She has always been a bit of a selfish person I know it sounds bad but she has admitted it before in saying if she doesn't get her way she is dissapointed so I kind of became a door mat for her, both emotionally and physically. I would not see friends or call into work sick just to be with her, I pored my heart and soul into her. Now she is at uni and wants to go out more often, I get it I know why, I just worry about her safety and I have low self estime, I want her to enjoy herself, I really do, I just don't want to feel like she is going to find someone else any minte and for me to be just another x, We have been together for over 2 years now, and been through quite a lot, I am planing on going to uni this year, not the same one due to not offering a course I want, but the closest I can find to her's. But she seems really pessimistic about us, she dose try to comfort me and help me, but at the same time, makes me feel like I don't do enough for her. She wanted me to send b ack her Christmas presents cause they are not what she expected. We have talked about many things and I feel like we are both avoiding talking about the future, I want to be with her, she's not sure if we will, so she won't say we will work things out or we will stay together cause they might not be true, so I'm left anxious and worrying about the worst.
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