If any of you have been reading my previous posts you will see some of the issues that came before this.
I asked my partner to leave after he stayed out all night after an argument last week and told him not to come back until he told me a few truths.
REwind to a few years ago. I caught him with porn on the computer a few times and he lied about it. Promising he wont do it again.
The night he stayed out I begged him to come home numerous times but he got nasty saying we were over, he was at his brothers and begged me not to contact him because he needed his sleep.
After I asked him to leave he phoned the next morning saying he was leaving work to go to the doctors because he felt he was cracking up and could he come here after to be honest and tell me some truths. I said yes.
When he arrived he told me the doctor had put him on anti-depressants for stress.And he confessed to me that he was addicted to porn. He said he was up at his bothers looking at porn(even when i begged him to come home because i was distraught and he said he needed sleep!) He also had a lock on his phone because chat sites were contacting him and on his way to work he would buy porn mags and masterbate in the train station toilets.
I always felt he was hiding stuff from me. I was right. I never refused my partner sex. I am now numb and he is begging for another chance and can I be there to support him while he works through these problems and visits a counsellor whilst taking the meds.
I feel this is an attempt at a guilt trip but I also dont want to leave him when he is feeling this low but I am still hurt and dont trust him because he has lied to me in the 3 years we have been together.
I dont know what to do?
I asked my partner to leave after he stayed out all night after an argument last week and told him not to come back until he told me a few truths.
REwind to a few years ago. I caught him with porn on the computer a few times and he lied about it. Promising he wont do it again.
The night he stayed out I begged him to come home numerous times but he got nasty saying we were over, he was at his brothers and begged me not to contact him because he needed his sleep.
After I asked him to leave he phoned the next morning saying he was leaving work to go to the doctors because he felt he was cracking up and could he come here after to be honest and tell me some truths. I said yes.
When he arrived he told me the doctor had put him on anti-depressants for stress.And he confessed to me that he was addicted to porn. He said he was up at his bothers looking at porn(even when i begged him to come home because i was distraught and he said he needed sleep!) He also had a lock on his phone because chat sites were contacting him and on his way to work he would buy porn mags and masterbate in the train station toilets.
I always felt he was hiding stuff from me. I was right. I never refused my partner sex. I am now numb and he is begging for another chance and can I be there to support him while he works through these problems and visits a counsellor whilst taking the meds.
I feel this is an attempt at a guilt trip but I also dont want to leave him when he is feeling this low but I am still hurt and dont trust him because he has lied to me in the 3 years we have been together.
I dont know what to do?
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