So here I sit. 1:30 in the morning and I cannot sleep. For the last week I have had suspicions. Nothing that I can prove of course, but they are there. I have looked at her text message logs on the cell phone provider and there are numbers that I do not recognize and lots of texts starting when she first wakes up, before she even texts me in the morning until she goes to bed. She never leaves her phone away from her except when it is plugged in when she goes to bed. Her computer and her emails has a different password, her reason being that she changed them because she thought one of the kids knew them. She started classes back in December, that is when she said she was not attracted to me or anyone for that matter. She has accounts that I know she has that I have no idea what money is in. I work out of town for a two weeks at a time every month and lately she has been treating me like crap when I come home. Nothing concrete but it all just sets my gut on fire. I just feel like she is setting it all up to just walk away from me. Our oldest turns 18 in Feb and the youngest of 3 is 10. We have been married 20 1/2 yrs. Am I just crazy, or is she stepping out? We went to therapy three times, she would not really talk at therapy and told me at the end of the third one that she did not like the therapist and it was a waste of our time.
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