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need serious advice about a "break"

Me and my gf have been together 2 1/2 years. We are very close. She has helped me through the death of my mother at a very young age of 26. She has been tremendous. We always had a great time together and complimented one another. I fell into a deep depression around 7 months ago. Nothing mattered. I am staying in my mothers house which was left to me. Tried to make it work. The memories of the house were jist too much and caused so much depression and anxiety. It would have never been ours or hers or even mine. They say you treat the ones you love the most unfairly. Its true. I feel terrible about it. Just being needy and angry all the time. I nlew up on her a coupke of weeks ago. We talked the next day and she asked for space. We didn't discuss how long. I gave her the space. With out her even knowing (maybe she does) this space is what I needed for me personally so bad. I have finally gotten out of this fog I was in. I feel so much better and stronger from it. I am moving on from this house. I contacted her and set her pictures of the work we were doing on the house. She responded immediatly after 15 days of no contact. Small talk. I said it was nice to hear from you. She said, I know. You too. With me finally being happy and relieved about so many things, I still want her. She has done so m uch for me. I don't want to make the same mistake and push her away. She has all her stuff at my house, a lot of money in a safe. Were still in a relationship on fb (for what that's worth). I jusjt don't know how to proceed next...the unknown hurts.




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