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AM i so bad for wanting something more

Hi

I am an international student, starting uni in sep. I have not really discuss this much with my friends, im not really sure how they'll react. I do not know if they would be sincerely happy for me. But I guess the biggest problem is my mother. She is just so so unsatisfied with my decision to go abroad to study. I would think she would want something better for her kinds-she knows that where we live - well here is no future. I do not want to end up on welfare and social benefits. I need to do something with my life. She is like, why cant you be more like your friends who have boyfriends or husbands and are married with kids and are happy on minimum wage. I mean, do not get me wrong, I am happy for them if they are happy, but I know this is not the life i want for myself. I would never be happy living like this. I am not ready to be a mother yet /27/ and have been focusing on my studies. i just want to be happy and if i stay here ill continue to be miserable.




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