So me and my Ex-GF broke up for 1.5 months after a 2.5 years relationship. She said she wanted to be friends only so things started to become more normal as we are friends, until she discovered my blog.
Around a week ago I hit a relapse in moving on, and she started to on my mind again. Therefore I started to blog again about how I feel as a way of releasing all of my emotions. However, the silly thing was, I didn't want to delete my old blogs, so I simply changed the web address of the blog. I got URL and Domain name mixed up, so I thought I would lose all my followers and it would be a completely new blog. That was wrong, and today when she went onto her blog she saw every single one of my blogs. The most recent blog was about me being jealous at her when she smiles while looking at a phone. I still have feelings for her, and it is only normal for me to get jealous thinking that she may have found someone she liked. So that blog was just me hating myself for thinking like this. She read every single one of my blogs, including the ones about how I feel guilty for making her cry...etc.
She then got really mad and started talking to one of our mutual friends about it. Somehow she thinks I am blogging to catch her attention because she thinks I know that she is a follower of my blog. She also bought out other things, such as how I'm exaggerating the things I do with my other females friends in front of her to be in her face, and that I'm getting close to her friends just to annoy her. Overall she thinks I'm just seeking attention from her and being childish, and now she will start to ignore me because she is annoyed. That is definitely not the case as I am way too upset to even think about stuff like that. We met the same group of friends last year, so she cannot exactly say they are "her friends". I just feel so, misunderstood and I'm surprised that she would think of me like this.
So should I clarify things with her to clear my name tomorrow? Or should I squash things and pretends nothings happened.
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