My husband and I have been together for 5 years married 2. I will clear some things up before I start. I have never cheated on him. Our son is his. I love him more then anything.
So my husband is a very loving caring man brutally honest all the time. And can be very judgmental in a harsh way.. So this is where it began, where as I have never cheated I have lied. I lied about my past partners. He found out I lied about them recently. I only told him about a select few. I was ashamed of them and my actions. I am a completely different person then that girl all those years ago.. Which still doesn't make it right. I let my pride and selfishness get in the way. And I guess fear in losing him. I know very well what I did was wrong. Nobody has to tell me what I already know about that 😔 but what I'm asking is for some advice in fixing this.. How can I prove to him I'm now being honest? He keeps looking for more asking ppl and as expected saying hurtful things.. I do see where he is coming from.. I just need to figure out something I can do to fix this and to prove to him that I don't lie anymore and that there's no more I'm hiding.. I guess I should mention that he did cheat in me within our first year together. He's not a total angel but I forgave him because I love him more then losing wanting to lose him and I knew it from the beginning.
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So my husband is a very loving caring man brutally honest all the time. And can be very judgmental in a harsh way.. So this is where it began, where as I have never cheated I have lied. I lied about my past partners. He found out I lied about them recently. I only told him about a select few. I was ashamed of them and my actions. I am a completely different person then that girl all those years ago.. Which still doesn't make it right. I let my pride and selfishness get in the way. And I guess fear in losing him. I know very well what I did was wrong. Nobody has to tell me what I already know about that 😔 but what I'm asking is for some advice in fixing this.. How can I prove to him I'm now being honest? He keeps looking for more asking ppl and as expected saying hurtful things.. I do see where he is coming from.. I just need to figure out something I can do to fix this and to prove to him that I don't lie anymore and that there's no more I'm hiding.. I guess I should mention that he did cheat in me within our first year together. He's not a total angel but I forgave him because I love him more then losing wanting to lose him and I knew it from the beginning.
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