Never thought I would be telling strangers my problems where do I begin. It's been in trouble for awhile playstation has changed the man I fell in love with been together 34 yrs. He was the man who promised to never hurt me if you knew him he was that perfect man so I thought. Long story short he lives & breathes ps3&4 morning afternoon & night meaning all night. He does work comes home eats showers & Ps the remainder of the day. He plays on teams with family & friends just found out girls play also not happy. My husband a yr ago July we went away with friends but something wasn't right I could tell my husband a bad panic attack shaking chest pain I thought this is strange. Well I know why we leave a day early still not figuring this out we get home I'm excited to show my kids who are 19 & 26 the pictures well My heart sunk In the picture in our computer also off the card are very dirty pictures of a girl now I 'm sick to my stomach my kids see these pict ures we ask them to go out so we can talk. He admits to it says nothing happen almost just pictures where taken yah right. Never thought we never in 34 yrs fought just over dum thing normal things. I told him I would try to forgive him I would give it a yr but told him when I married you if you cheat on me that's one thing I know I will never get over. Well its over a year it didn't get better it's gotton worse all we do is fight over the summer I started moving thing personal things of mine he knows I want to leave but when I do he makes me feel bad like he's the victim & works my kids to make me feel worse. My heart is telling I know what I need to do but my head is telling me stay for them. He even stoop so low to say stay come & go when you want please don't leave me I'll try harder yah now that he broke my heart. Someone please talk to me no one in my life knows what's going on they think we are the perfect couple.
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