I don't post that much here, but I lurk several times a day. I am just trying to recover after a horrible divorce. I had to get this out and didn't want to bother anyone else with it tonight. I can tell my support system is starting to tire of me talking about my divorce and problems. Its starting to be time to move on anyways.
Things are going ok over the holiday season, the kids are staying with the ex and her new boyfriend about 3 hours away and the house has been quiet since Christmas Eve. Money is tight but things should be getting better soon as I hope to put the Dave Ramsey, Money Makeover in effect. I have just been trying to keep myself busy by running errands and working out, trying to keep my mind off of things and some days smile and walk with a pep in my step. So I decide to go to my local Wal-Mart tonight.
As I am leaving the store, I bump into my ex wife's lover. In a city of 1 million people that's bound to happen, right? LOL!
The guy that caused the breakup of my marriage, The dude that banged my wife like a church bell, the POS who made my wife of 20 years moan like a porn-star, the guy who I thought about killing 18 months ago. THERE HE WAS!
"What did YOU do?" you might ask. Did you confront him? Did you hit him? Did you call him out? Was he a coward like your ex-wife and daughter said he was? How did it feel? Was it exhilarating?
I did nothing. He looked at me, I looked at him. We both said nothing and then he walked away. Very anticlimactic.
As I walked to my car the only thing running through my mind was that this was the short, dorky looking loser that my wife threw away a 21 year marriage and a beautiful family over. What a unnecessary waste! Tragic! He is such a POS! Why couldn't she see that? What is wrong with me that he is so much better? Was he worth it?
I suppose this was the moment of my life I could confront him if I wanted, and I didn't. I hope I can stop thinking of him and her now. 18 months is long enough. I am just trying to figure out how I feel about this tonight.
Things are going ok over the holiday season, the kids are staying with the ex and her new boyfriend about 3 hours away and the house has been quiet since Christmas Eve. Money is tight but things should be getting better soon as I hope to put the Dave Ramsey, Money Makeover in effect. I have just been trying to keep myself busy by running errands and working out, trying to keep my mind off of things and some days smile and walk with a pep in my step. So I decide to go to my local Wal-Mart tonight.
As I am leaving the store, I bump into my ex wife's lover. In a city of 1 million people that's bound to happen, right? LOL!
The guy that caused the breakup of my marriage, The dude that banged my wife like a church bell, the POS who made my wife of 20 years moan like a porn-star, the guy who I thought about killing 18 months ago. THERE HE WAS!
"What did YOU do?" you might ask. Did you confront him? Did you hit him? Did you call him out? Was he a coward like your ex-wife and daughter said he was? How did it feel? Was it exhilarating?
I did nothing. He looked at me, I looked at him. We both said nothing and then he walked away. Very anticlimactic.
As I walked to my car the only thing running through my mind was that this was the short, dorky looking loser that my wife threw away a 21 year marriage and a beautiful family over. What a unnecessary waste! Tragic! He is such a POS! Why couldn't she see that? What is wrong with me that he is so much better? Was he worth it?
I suppose this was the moment of my life I could confront him if I wanted, and I didn't. I hope I can stop thinking of him and her now. 18 months is long enough. I am just trying to figure out how I feel about this tonight.
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