Well, I couldn't handle the silence anymore and emailed the wife. I already knew the answer already, but I had to know. She told me in her way that she doesn't love me anymore.
I'm feeling both relieved and sad.
I'm sad because I know I made mistakes but I find it incredible how fast her heart turned. Literally within a day. In the morning she loves me, by evening it's over. Cancel Christmas, see you later.
I'm relieved because at least I know. I can't make her love me.
All I can do is hope her heart turns but my guts says she won't.
Just saying... I know some will say go to the gym, read, talk with friends, etc. Thanks in advance, but that won't heal me. Only time will. And right now I've got too much of that.
I'll never love again. It's too easy to get hurt.
I'm feeling both relieved and sad.
I'm sad because I know I made mistakes but I find it incredible how fast her heart turned. Literally within a day. In the morning she loves me, by evening it's over. Cancel Christmas, see you later.
I'm relieved because at least I know. I can't make her love me.
All I can do is hope her heart turns but my guts says she won't.
Just saying... I know some will say go to the gym, read, talk with friends, etc. Thanks in advance, but that won't heal me. Only time will. And right now I've got too much of that.
I'll never love again. It's too easy to get hurt.
Put the internet to work for you.
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