Would you divorce this man??!!

My husband cheated on me on his bachelors party-orgy thrown by brother- We were married by the court for 3 month before we did the big wedding. My antlers have always been on and several times I discovered my suspicions were true. Not much repentance from him other that. "I know God has forgiven me". We moved to Asia, were he cheated again several times. His excuse I did not give him enough sex. It had never been enough for him. 1-2 a week. I stayed because of the kids he is a good provider and he is closed to the kids beside I was scared. Kids are out of college and I have lost my passion for him. He has hit me a few (4) times no blood or anything. I say this because when I ask him why he does it. He denies it and asks me "show me the broken bones where is the blood". I am to blame because I making angry and I make him do it. THE HAIR THAT BREAKS THE CAMELS BACk among others recently: We went to get a massage reflexology -usually i make sure he gets a guy- because he cheated before with female masseuse. Yesterday he said I am going to get a girl this time. I told him i don't feel comfortable with that. They gave him a girl he was right by me and I told him: You are going to get a guy right? No this is fine. Usually at the end of the massage they bring you to separate rooms fully clothed to get the back done and finish the massage. In the car I said: I did not want you to get a girl, it makes me uncomfortable, He said "I did not know it was a command" You don't respect my feeling! I said he said:well, you just going to have to grow up. I am an intelligent woman, courageous, prosperous but when it comes to may marriage I am null. My health is being affected and still wondering if our acts are good reason to divorce. 2 sides to the story. I cheated on him about 10 years ago on despise. He did not seem to care. Told me to go to counseling when i confessed. I travel by myself for my business, never calls t o see if I am ok never jealous or ever questions my whereabouts. He is secretive and never talks about his female acquaintances at work. He gets mad at me for bringing up this events, but they never seem to stop.

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