| I'm 19 years old & married to a 20 year old from the US army. Yes, we're young, but we wanted to be together because i thought we loved eachother. It's only been about 10 months & a lot has happened. I don't think he's remained faithful throughout this whole marriage, but we've worked through the thing but I still don't trust him & i'm not sure how i ever will. He gets upset because I'm always questioning him about what hes doing, who hes talking to, ect. We have a baby girl on the way now so the last thing i want is a divorce. I love him with all my heart & would never want to live without him, but when we argue, i just feel so much hate towards him.. like i just want to leave & just cause him the emotional pain he's caused me... but thats the easy way out & i'm not going to give up. He's a great guy.. but i feel we have more problems than not. He gets mad at me for the dumbest stuff... for example, yesterday we were fine & i interrupted him beca use i had a thought & he got so angry & it turned into this big ordeal where he brought up every other 'annoying' thing that i do... He then gets mad because I don't have anything other than 'i don't know' to say to him when he's yelling at me... but i don't like confrontation & can't think under pressure... Like am i just stupid??? is that why i never know what to say? i think its ridiculous for him to get mad everytime i interrupt him... everybody does it at some point! something so petty! it's just small stuff like that... & he says oh you promised you would stop.. but its a bad habit like his cursing that i don't like but i let it go because i understand its a bad habit thats not so easy to break. what do i do??? how do i stand up for myself in an argument instead of feeling like such an idiot without a voice??? |
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