I'm going to Warwick this September and there's a chance I could have a slight problem. There was a guy at my school I had a massive crush on. I used to see him walking around school all the time, and there were many, many times when we were in the same room, but I was always too nervous to talk to him. I went to a boys' school, and at that time I was still in the closet. I couldn't get him out of my head for about 5 months - it was pretty horrible: I got really depressed because I thought I was in love with someone I could never have or even get close to. It faded away, finally, and he left to go to university. I got down to my studies, and I didn't think about him for a long time. But earlier today I was browsing this forum and I saw a post in which the user mentioned he went to my school. Naturally enough, I clicked on his profile and quickly looked through his posts; it was pretty obvious that it was the guy I had the crush on, and I had completely forgotten that he went to Warwick. Looking over his posts brought back all those feelings I had when we went to the same school. My question is: will I develop those feelings for again if we're at the same university, and, if so, what do I do about it? He's straight, so we're completely incompatible, and I don't want anything to detriment my studies or my social happiness while at university. Help, TSR people! P.S. New account for anonymity. | |||
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Worried about going to Warwick
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