Broke up but how does he really feel? Please help :(

Basically, me and my ex of 2 years broke up 2 months ago, we'd always had a very close strong relationship, but toward the end argued a lot and barely slept with one another, so i made a decision to end it. He was a bit upset but not majorly as i think he knew it was coming. After a few days he text me saying he thinks this is for the best and the right thing and if i agreed i said yes. I text him once and he text me once since then asking how each other were nothing much though. Then after a few weeks of not talking i decided to text him telling him i still loved him and i always will and wanted him to be happy, he then replied saying he appreciated it but it was the happiest he'd been in months and felt like a new person, so i asked if he was happier without me and he said yes aren't you? I'm 22 i don't want a relationship not for a long time i said so you don't love me anymore and he said a part of me does but not like i used to. That was hard for me to take as me and him always talked about moving in together and staying together for years, so i asked if he wanted to meet up for a drink to leave it on a good note he said no and that to leave him alone, and continued to ignore me, like i was nothing, after 2 years of a very loving relationship. Since then its been about 3 weeks, he came back from magaluf on Friday and text me at 1:00 am Saturday morning out of no where saying '' you might think im an *** for not talking to you etc, but it was the only way to move on, ive had a good time with my friends and if we were talking we would of only upset each other and i didnt want that, i needed some time to myself, i still care about you and i hope if we see eachother in the future we can be friends because theres no hard feelings from me, i hope your doing well and making something of your life x'' i didn't reply, so he sent me the same text the next day saying he didn't think i got it so he sent it again, obviously wanting a response? I said its ok no hard feelings and he said OK thanks for understanding hope your ok, i said you too, and that was it. I still love him i just don't know what to think, why would he text me out of the blue after ignoring me for so long? I want him back but i don't think he wants it, hes al ways been very stubborn so he would never admit it now if he did, what should i make of it all? do i move on and forget it?

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