| This is long, but I need/want objective advice from people that don't know me or him. Basically my ex and I were on and off for 2 years, then this time last year we broke up for what I thought was good, he had a new girlfriend, joined the army and moved to catterick for training. He's home on summer leave at the moment, and on Wednesday I received this apology: "Hello there, sorry about whatever has happened in the past. And whatever I done wrong to you or anything like that. I look back now and go **** I was a dick. Sorry for it all. Hope you can forgive me at some stage. As now I know how much of a dick I truly was. Sorry" We spoke after this and I said that it was okay, we were younger (I'm 22 now and he's 21) and things happen. We met up and spoke a lot, he said that being in the army had changed him and he realised what he'd messed up and what he really wanted, so we agreed to try again, and take things slowly. Since then he's been lovely, but I'm worrying that he's not changed, he went out last night and was saying to friends, in front of me, that he couldn't wait to pull, and he'd find somewhere to stay. I don't know if it's bravado or if he just isn't ever going to change. But I still have serious feelings for him, and to this day they haven't gone away. I still care for him but I don't want to get hurt again, because that was the most painful thing I'd ever gone through. | |||
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