I really can't get over...

my boyfriend repeatedly masturbating over this girl he went to school with (she has some videos on the internet). He doesn't do it when I am there but it really hurts my feelings that he would have done it quite a lot. He said he won't do it again. How the hell can I get over it? I feel so pathetic. I know porn is totally normal... but the fact he was getting off over some girl he went to school with really really has ****ed me up.

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