I HATE not being noticed

This is part rant, part question Ok so i'm 20 and at uni, i'm also a geek i'm not denying that. But i seem to be angry more of the time recently, i don't get noticed very often (or as anything more than a friend) and i hate it it really hurts my self-esteem and confidance I'm starting to accept me for me: i'm a very slim guy (thanks to my high metabalism), i have a 'lean' body according to one female friend, i have fairly nice hair and eyes, i do have a fairly long neck (which does make me look slightly wierd), but what i lack in physical appearance i make up for in personality (won't go into that as this is starting to look like a 'lonley hearts add' when i don't want it to be) Besides all this i don't get very much attention and when i do at some point down the road something will happen (my fault or otherwise) that will cause that oppitunity to go ary, which in turn makes me feel depressed and hurt my self esteem and confidance even more I just wish someone would take a guinee intrest in me as more than a uni friend What can i do to stop feeling like this: don't feed me the "put yourself out there bull****" been there done that (doing that in fact)

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