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i have been with my wife for 5 years we have two kids together. she started working about a year ago and from that point on she was different. about 3 months ago she started going out after work. she would get drunk and call me and i would go pick her up. i thought she had a drinking problem. turned out about a month ago i woke up and she never came home from work. i found her she came home and asked for a desperation. i pleaded with her to stay she didn't. she came back a few days later and was gonna work it out but admitted to me she had an affair. she left two days later and continued to see that guy. she came back 5 days later and was home for a week we went to counseling and she left for good july 4th. i did every thing i could to get her back. i found out she left me for a a guy that flips burgers and is hideous and happens to be a felon on parole. she has no intention of reconciliation at this point but still wants me to help her all the t ime and talk to me and be my friend. I went on like that until today but finally told her no. i cant be friends and just want to be left alone. i think she is confused. she has told me many times. i'm better looking more successful and a great guy and a great dad. why would she go to such a loser and want to drag my kids along for the ride. I did my best to reconcile and work it out but she is unwilling. she is going down a bad road and doesn't see it coming. i fear for her safety and i still love her. i guess to add insult to injury is i have to go to the doctor and get tested because i think she could have gave me something. I cant even move on at this point and date because i'm unsure of this aspect. i just wanna move on now but im afraid for my kids and i cant seem to stop loving her no matter how much she hurts me.




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