Can I forget?

Hi, I posted here recently but didn't get any responses, maybe it was too long, but I'm at a new stage in my break up and will keep it as brief as possible! My wife in the Navy cheated on me and then lied to me about not contacting the guy after that twice. Before all of this she said she might want a divorce because I didn't treat her "right", but I think that was mostly bogus because I'm always very good to her, I think she just had feelings for another guy and cheated on me before she said any of that. She left me thinking it was over for a week until I flew to Chicago where she was at. It was a very difficult time and for the most part has been since. It made me realize how much I love her and how much I took her for granted. I wanted more than anything to make things work. I forgave her for everything (probably too quickly). Now we are talking every night, but I don't feel like she's giving me the reassurance I need. She doesn't text much and she only seems to call at the very end of her day when she is dead tired and then wants to get off the phone quickly. But I'm confused, I feel as though I'm becoming indifferent towards the situation. Maybe the shock is over and I'm realizing how horrible she has been to me (there is a lot that went on that I haven't mentioned). I'm not texting her anymore and didn't answer her call last night, although I later called her back. I'm wondering, for any of those who have been cheated on, can you ever forget? I can forgive, but with her being in the Navy it's already going to be hard. The trust is gone, and I feel like I could even fall out of love with her at some point, even though up until recently I felt as though I would have done ANYTHING to stay with her. I don't know what to do, I debate with myself everyday about weather or not I should try to make it work. I wanted to, but as I said, I don't know if I can ever forget what she did, I don't know if I'll be able to look at her the same. In the end, it might just be for the worst to try to make it work, especially considering the situation with her probably being away on a ship for 6-9 months at a time. So once more, will I ever forget this? Is it possible to love her the same? Am I wasting my time with this :( ? I don't know if those questions can be answered easily, but any advice would be appreciated. Thanks! -Erik

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