| I have beenmarried to my husband for almost 4 years, together for five. It has been one heck of a roller coaster ride and i want off. I have decided to leave this relationship and just looking for a kind word to help ease my guilt. MAybe?My husband is very attnetive to my needs in love and companionship and financially. But he is extremely insecure for no reason. I have seen a pattern of bizarre behavior from him. there have been more times than i can count over the years of rage over me leaving to visit my family or work and numerous phone calls to checkup on my where abouts whenever im not in his sight. he has never had a close family and sometime i think he is jealous of mine., I have encouraged him to attend all my family gatherings with open arms but it is not enough for him. maybe he doesnt know how to have a family. not sure. there have been numerous birthdays,, holidays and many more occasions he has ruined for me justbecause of his insecu rities, i have spoken with him many times of how he makes me feel. Apologies and sorries but just until the next episode . i cant take it anymore . this is not what love is suposed to be about.i always get sucked back in to his web of apologies and his minimizing of the situation, when its good its good but when its bad its torture. no physical but emotional abuse.. i cant do this anymore. i am losing who i am. and my family. |
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