So basically, there's been an ongoing argument in my head for about four months now- don't know if i should stay with my boyfriend or not. I've been with my long distance boyfriend for nearly 8 months (we've been long distance almost the whole time as i moved away to uni 2 weeks after we got together), we've broken up very briefly twice during the last 3 months (i did the breaking up because i was finding the distance really hard) but both times we have got back together quickly cos we simply don't want to be without each other. But I keep asking myself that big question- do we have a future together? Its tearing me apart and causing so much confusion. He sort of knows what he wants to do with his life, he says he wants to go to college then eventually to uni, but he's missed the application deadline for a third year running :( part of me thinks he will be stuck in his dead-end job back home forever. I know its his life, not mine, but i feel like we're never gonna have a chance to be near each other and both studying at the same time. I'll probably have left uni by the time he starts! How are we meant to know if we have a future if nothing is planned? Part of me thinks i should end it with him for good, i keep pondering it hard. But then i think 'hold on, what am i doing?' cos i love him and have never met anyone like him before, he's the best boyfriend you could ever have. I can't imagine life without him and really don't want to hurt him by breaking up again. But long distance its self is horrible, especially since he's my first ever boyfriend and i'm only eighteen (which also makes it difficult to think about the future, cos i'm basically just a kid) Any advice would be fantastic | |||
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What should I do?
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