| So i have this boy friend. We've been together since we were 13. And have been in love ever since. We met very accidently. And after that he said he loved me and proposed to me, since we were young back then it didn't quite work out. So we would chat through internet. And sometimes we would talk after many many days so i won't say it was very serious back then. He was a very decent guy back then but then something went wrong and he started smoking weed which drastically changed his personality. He'd have about 20 spliffs a day. We got serious after i was done with high school and we met and have been in love more deeply ever since than before.mHe told me about his past relationships, how he had been out with girls, but that too he had hidden from me, i got to know after i read his friend's messages. he said he was a flirt before but now he is deeply in love with me and doesnt care about anyone else. I always believed him. He was the first guy in m y life and i never fell for anyone else. I have always been obsessed with him. But he had girl friends before and he had gone physical with them but he never told me before until i figured out. But i chose to forget his past since that was long ago. We were happy and bonded. But then he went to this college which had all sorts of girls and guys in them, snobbish ones and it wasnt really a college it was merely a place for relationships. Then i got to know that hes going out with this girl in his college. I got to know about it from his friends and he always denied it. Then one day he confessed it to me and told me that they were just friends and there was nothing else between them, but he would often disappear and his phone would go busy at late nights then he would make this excuse that his phone was with his friend. I always believed him. But then one day i texted him and a girl replied to me telling me not to text him again, and after a few hours he said he left his phon e with his friend and forgot to take it back and he was just teasing you. I then started having doubts that he was lieing. Then after that he disappeared for 5 months, he would text me saying hi then he would disappear. He said hes away because he has started drinking heavily and stays with friends all night and parties with them. He stopped caring about me, i started feeling that he has spent so much time without me that hes used to it now. I would ask him for dinner and he would refuse. And his friend (who i m sure is actually his secret gf) would have his facebook password and she would message him late night to turn on his phone. He was a changed guy now. His friends told me that he was in a relationship with the same girl and hanged out alot. I would always fight with him over it but he would deny it and tell me that they were friends. He didn't meet me or anything for five months and then he came back saying he has changed and he will never go back again and he will ma rry me and remain with me forever. But that didnt change anything it worked for about 3 days, and after that he started disappearing again we would talk on phone for 15 minutes barely and then he would disappear. Then He had a sex chat on facebook with a girl from his college (not the same one) but she was his junior and told me he was just teasing her, i found it very offensive and faught with him but he defended himself and said he didnt do anything wrong he was just having fun. I always beg him when we fight, he never remembers my birthday, there was a time when we would stay in touch 24/7 And now he doesnt even care. I love him to death. Though he swears that he loves me, he still lies alot. Tonight i saw this page on facebook which was about their college's confessions, and one of the post said about them being love birds and always hanging around and connected on phone 24/7. I grew up with this guy. Now he came to a point where he doesnt care about me anymore. Hes a ch anged guy now. I can't stop thinking about him for a minute. I donno what to do. I cannot imagine my life without him. When he was away for 5 months i'd still call him, still tell him i loved him and i would beg to him to come back. I never got together with anyone else, neevr cheated. Please help me :( |
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