loving someone who doesnt love you or being loved by someone who you don't love?

I say this because me and my boyfriend was together for 11 months and we had a misunderstanding and we broke up (from then onwards we were on and off until he moved on and got a new girlfriend) So I tried to do the same, me and my current boyfriend have been together for 5 months- but I only found out today that my ex and my boyfriend have been best friends ever since year 7.. the problem here is that; everytime someone talks to me about my ex, I get upset, I admit I miss him and no other relationship compares, we had so many memories but I think he's moved on for good (it's been about a year since we broke up- still talking everyday) and also he broke up with his girlfriend months ago. I was having a heart to heart with my best friend and we were talking about it and she says even though I won't admit it; I really like him still... however, I have a boyfriend, who is his best friend and I feel so guilty; but he has recently become annoying and we don't talk alot because he has started to irritate me and get jealous when I spend time with my other friends instead of him.. end of long story; would you rather love someone who doesn't love you back or be loved by someone you don't love back (the way to shorten my anecdote) &any friendly advice?x

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