Any insight on my present dilemna

Hello everybody! I have this question about my husband's decision.... or position... we are broke right now.......at this moment, we are behind our bills and loans.having help in terms of employees ( we have two help right now) is a great thing to free some time for us....however right we really cant afford it , in my opinion so ... as always i nag him abt it.. to let one or both go until we can actually support them.. we have three little kids i worked part time ( for insurance ) dotn really relish to work full time if i can help it because i want to take care of my two years old son and 6 mos daughter util hopefully she is in preschool or better 1st grade.......its hurting me deeply....i felt betrayed and hurt by his actions.... ishe right that since i work part time ( 5 days/2 weeks ) its okay?........i argue that one of the guys get paid more than i'm bringing home ( he works 2 -3 hours only) and he gets $225 at least .please help me........im getting betrayed by this actions and making me nuts ....i'm tired too.he gets help...i wish to be able to tak e care of my kids without worrying our basic needs............i want to transfer my paycheck into a new account so that i have something to use for our needs....or do you think i'll just close my eyes and quit my job to teach him not to take us for granted.......i've worked since my 1st daughter, we have health insurance thru my work. i tried saving thru my kids savings acct but now they were all tapped. he started this business that is not making income but continuosly incurring......but he want me to wait........eventually it'l pay off he said.................he bought equipments we cant afford, bought a govt. liquidition truck with out any consideration of our debts......and now we have debt up to our eyeball........and yet he dont want me to go back to school because he aid he cant afford it......i want to gp back and thinking on getting scholarship.......no matter what he said.....i felt helpless.. and its like i dont want to be in a position where he takes so much risk s or wrong moves and my kids gonna suffer..... please... let me know what you think .. i value our marriage and hoping i could things still not betraying our vows to each other as husband and wife.......i love my kids... i dont want them to be subjected to this arguing,,,,,,,,,i'm afraid i'm causing them unhappiness............please help me.........i will apreciate your wisdom......

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