I have a crush on a Non-Muslim boy?

I'm a 17 years old Muslim girl and at sixth form school.Anyway, I am getting bullied by these chavvy girls(I still don't know how they got into 6th form) but this white non-Muslim guy always looks out for me and stands up for me.For example, every time the girl drops the pen on the floor she screams at me to "pick it up or I'm going to smash your face in!! " The girls are really tall and I'm only short ,plus they have a group of friends in the same class even the teachers are scared of them, so just to stay on the safe side I used to pick the pens up but the guy used to tell me "don't pick it up" and he tells them off for bullying me because they called me "paki" and stuff.If it wasn't for him they'd probably had battered me by now.He has a lot of respect in the School. Also, when I walk into class he smiles at me, and he pulls my chair out for me. He is super friendly and very polite.But still, although I could see he is goodlooking and friendly I'd never been attracted to him.I'm always careful with getting too close to a guy,whether Muslim or not.I just used to see him as a nice guy. But the other day, he sat next to me since he was struggling with his assignment and he had gorgeous blue eyes, I hadn't noticed this before. We talked throughout the lesson and he smells so good. I'm not sure but I think I have a crush on him. Who knows, maybe I've got it all wrong and he doesn't even look at me that way, only trying to be friendly and nice to me but I can't help it, I really fancy him now?? Yet, at the same time I feel so guilty?? I don't want to commit a sin or anything.The thing is I can't really avoid him because I see him at school everyday.This is so weird I'd never fancied a guy before, well certainly not a non-Muslim boy.

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